why it happens always with me.....

why it happens always with me...ok..good i have one reason,,,i must be really handsome in my previous birth(or i should say avatar)..rejecting every girl...so (god) you are taking revenge against me in this life...

"There is a girl in my life...whom i love a lot..",Hey! so what.....every boy always like someone or the other....it's definate ....

But,i decided to tell my feeling's to her...and i went close to her...and being an expert in rejection i tell you...my heart was beeping faster than a nuclear explosion...thinking what if she also rejects me.. But then i gave a motivation to myself that "when u do something by your heart then the whole destiny tries to unite you two"-paul caelho

So i went close to her....and started glaring with her...first she ignored me but after few minutes she finally asked me "any probs?" firstly i didn't listened and then i started asking her about all the stupid things how'z her studies going and how's her fater bla..bla...bla...

After sometime she started getting bored ..and asked me if she can leave she has other works to attend..ya she is not vaila(free) like me....i said yes you can...go..

But when i saw her going i realized why i was there...so i ran and said "Dear....... i want to say something to you..." she said " ok ...but be fast as i have to leave ..." i said " yup! it won't take long"
Why these girls are always in such a hurry can't they understand what a boy would say in such situations ... Can't they understand our boys "Macho " thing doesn't work here...

But silence crept in...and i forgot what to say...when she woke me up from daydreaming saying in her typical style "hello ! again u are gone "
i said " no! no! just i don't know what's happening with me these days"...she said " ok! whatever u have to say something"
And finally voila! i said "DEAR! i really love u a lot and i can leave anything for you.....anything for you ............"

Firstly her face got blank and for the first time till i know her i saw her looking at me directly ,and then without saying anything she started moving...

but after some time she stopped and turned and this time i felt my heart would really blow out...as it has to get transferred to her..na ..."they say in love ur heart lives in other's person body while on the other thought they also say that it's get united and it becomes like two body one soul... here i am little confused regarding where this united heart go in boy or girl... b'coz the second one may have problem pumping blood ..and other would have twin spark engine" ok whatever it is i am going to know in just few seconds i guess

she said" are u sure! u can leave anything for me...truly"

i thought "finally! god has listened me and blessed me with such a sweet girl " and i said "yes ! just you say and i will do it whole heartedly "
she said "ok ! i would just ask you to leave one thing....and u have to promise me first that you will do it........"
In a very filmy style i said" Dear it's the first thing you are asking from me and for it if i have to lose my life also then also i would not have any regrets "

She said "ok so leave ...............the thought that i can ever be yours........"
and she walked away....
and my heart was singing...."cham se jo toota jaaye sapna....
koi rehnne koi apna...
yeh kyun hota...hain....
koi simmath simmath ke hawwai..."

One more feather in my cap for being rejected....but no probs they say for "for eating ripe mangoes you have to wait" waise bhi "angoor khatte thein "...

and one more thing ....which aamir khan says" bus,train aur ladki ke peeche kabhi bhagna nahi chaiyye kyunki ek jaati hain toh dusri aati hain...."

So here i am "waiting for my next bus or train...but not for girl......b'coz i believe for me the last one has also passed and now i am trapped in a tunnel like neo in matrix and only key master can give me the key where my beloved is waiting for me"

"pray for that girl" guys that i can never found that keymaster...and that girl can live happily for ever....